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Horror Vacui

from SUCCUS by Hester

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These tears are not a sign of weakness, not a match for bottled-up guilt. But traces of rage left from never accepting to keep my feelings in a cage. I was born with a heavy weight on my shoulders that’s been dragging me down. I may have bitten dirt in the past but now I dug both heels into the ground. I tend stutter when my swollen tongue is choking on words no one asked to hear. My minds starts to blur in times of beating and tumbling but my vision remains clear. (Therefore) I won’t die right here, right now. I’m not the victim to your crimes. We are both lost children of the night scarred by battles we never wanted to fight. Some memories have a deadly grip, I don’t know if I’ll ever recover from aiming high and falling low. I cast spells on all my lovers. All we built went up in smoke and all that’s left is ashes. The heart was left with wounds that run as deep as the oceans. Surrounded by creatures, I hear their horrible claws sharpening. I still hope to make peace with the demons I summoned. In the distance roar the ghostly howls of wonders long forgotten. No longer will I fear the abyss that awaits me. My hands won’t hold the remains of youth, behind me. In my ivory tower I buried its casket. For reasons of nostalgia in episodes of melancholia.

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from SUCCUS, released April 30, 2018

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